Over Coffee

I don't drink coffee everyday. 

I'd rather have Dr. Pepper. 

Today, for some reason, I made some coffee. 

Maybe I thought it would help wake me up. 

Maybe Netflix in the bedroom is not a good thing. (How late did I stay up? I dont know.. ) :)

Oh! Scratch that smile. I read bloggy rules and it said not to post little smiles. But im smiling anyhow ha!

:)

Inspired by Finding Beauty in the Ordinary

If we had coffee together...

Mine would be peppermint mocha. & if I was actually having a coffee date and leaving my coffee pot in the corner on the counter, it would of course be STARBUCKS  *smile*

I would tell you I'm stressed out. If  I knew you well enough. Otherwise Id say I'm doing "pretty good"  lol 

I'm not good at managing things. & I put things off. Ever since school. Procrastination at it's finest over here! 

So life looks a bit like this: Birthday party planning going way too slow. To-Do list is too long. Paperwork to be done. Cleaning with a 1,2, and 3 year old. Shhyea right...

I would tell you all about my nephew (the 3 year old). He says some funny stuff. Just a bit ago he was playing with big legos and made a huge tower for his dad. I overheard him talking to himself. 

"K, dad. Prepare to be freaked out!"

I would complain that I didn't have a car. Even though I shouldnt. We're blessed to have what we have and my husband has a way to get to work. But I'm ready to be free from stuck indoors with the kids. We need to get out!!

I would tell you I miss the dating stage with my Mondo. That was 6 years ago... Life is so different now.  In the mess of moving and working and two kids and some struggles I feel like I miss him. He's right here next to me and I miss him. 

I would also tell you I miss my Savior. 

Heavenly Father. 

Daddy. 

So why do I struggle to fix that? It's in my power to do so. I could pick up my bible. (Then proceed to open it and read). I could find devotionals online. I could start the Dave Ramsey series someone gave me. I could pray more. I could find a bible study. I could make sure no matter how little sleep I get, to wake up on time for church and maybe find one closer to home. 

But I struggle. 

God forgive me, It's my fault. I'm not being hard on myself, it's true. 

I should take a step. Just one more step in the right direction would help. But it's up to me to take that step. 

I would ask for prayer, and then hope you pray right then and there instead of holding on to my request for later. 

I would talk about how much I want a new camera. But which one??? 

& I would of course let you talk too. I'm a good listener.